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I’m tired of fighting. Ever felt like that? No matter what I do or want I have to fight for it and I’m so done. I never win but I wear myself out fighting. So I just don’t care anymore. Fighting isn’t worth it. After all the definition of insanity is to do the same thing over and over expecting a different result.

Staying busy

If I keep my mind and/or body moving I don’t get as stuck in my head. So, I’ve starting cleaning my room. Hopefully I’ll be able to liquidate a lot of stuff, get to repaint, and then get the beanbag I want for a bed. And be able to find things I want easily.
I’m also getting geared up for Rose City comicon. Rather excited about that. I’ve got my two costumes packed, nails done, and trying to stay hyped up about it.
Because of the con I’m also trying to get my homework done early but if I have to I’ll bring my laptop with me. It may come anyway so I can upload pictures too. We shall see.
I’m also thinking about starting. To go to the gym and really work on gain muscles. I want to do those kinda of work out that leave you sore the next day or even days. I want to pour all the emotions and crap in my life into something and this seems like the best choice. Other options would be more…detrimental to my physical health and wouldn’t be a great path to start down.
Wish me luck as I try to push through this incredibly hard time in my life. Thanks for reading.

Please be clingy with me. Get worried if I don’t text you back in ten minutes, blow up my phone, when were in public you better hold my hand and kiss me, get mad when other girls look at me, tell me that you miss me or love me all the time. But also I want you to trust me. If I’m dating you then it means that I’m all for you. I don’t want a relationship that will last a few days. I got into this because I saw something with you. I am yours, you are mine. End of story.
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And if you call me at 4 am, too sad to even say hello, I will listen to your silence until you fall asleep. If you need to cry I will not wipe your tears away because you are only human and sometimes tears are as close to laughter as you can get and that’s okay. If you get sleepy I will let you drool on my arm and I won’t laugh at you if you snore too loud. If you need to yell so hard that your voice cracks and your knees fail I will hold you up and yell with you. If you get so angry you punch your hands red I will ice your knuckles and tell you that wounds heal both inside and out, and just like the cold that is harsh and burning, I will always be the warmth to soothe you and make you feel better. I will love you.
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